Hello again readers,
Thought I’d just do a post to basically give you an update of how things are with me at the moment – things have been rather busy, but a good busy, which is great! 🙂
Job wise, my job is going really well & I’ve been studying towards my next exam which is coming up this Thursday (yikes!). I’m feeling more nervous about this one but I’ll keep my head in the books this week after work and hopefully the hard work will pay off.
Health could be better, but it could be worse! 🙂 Have been having issues with my stoma again and burning skin issues around my stoma. I saw my stoma nurse last week and she gave me some adhesive strips to put on underneath my bag over the area which was irritated by stomach acid to protect it which seems to be working well so far. With my stoma bags, I have always had to cut them a little bigger to allow my stoma to be free to function a little more than most people that have stomas as I get an aggravated and narrow stoma more easily due to the muscle tightening. This is only made worse if I have a really snug fit bag around my stoma. Going to see my surgeon on Friday morning to discuss having another little procedure to potentially cut/widen the muscle where my stoma leaves my stomach at skin level again as I have been suffering with more pain and episodes of swelling/hardness increasingly recently. Talking to my stoma nurse, it seems that this may have to be done as a more regular thing alongside me still continuing to dilate my stoma myself to keep it comfortable. Alternatively, if much improvement hasn’t been gained after a few times of this procedure, then last resort would be having to create a new stoma on the opposite side of my stomach, but I aren’t worrying about that yet as it isn’t necessary and, fingers crossed, this procedure will be able to help get things under control again. I have also noticed recently with the stoma issues that trapped wind has become more regular and troublesome, which is painful and gets quite tedious. Sometimes eating meals I also feel very sick and windy not long after on a number of occasions recently, today at lunch being the last time. It’s no fun & games but I’ve been through much worse so I will get through this too fighting.
Last Sunday, I did the #GetYourBellyOut Sponsored Humber Bridge walk with some of the amazing, inspiring ‘bellies’ from the #GetYourBellyOut support group. We had fun and a laugh despite the cold and blustery (to say the least) weather and all for a good cause, raising around £1400 for Crohn’s & Colitis UK. Well done bellies!
Life otherwise is pretty fantastic! Family life is good, have had some fab times with friends recently and have also started a new chapter in my life regarding somebody special. I tend to keep my private life from my blog but I feel that he definitely deserves a mention. All I will say on that note for now is that it is absolutely amazing to find somebody who loves me for the person that I am – bag, scars, faults & all. Also, somebody who sees me as a person, not my condition or stoma, & appreciates me all the more for it & helps me to embrace it, who helps me to grow and properly supports me in such a selfless way ♥ So, if you’re reading this & worrying about nobody ever accepting you or loving you for the person you are after your surgery, or with your condition, then please have faith, that it does happen & you will find somebody who loves you for everything that you are. Of course, you might find a few frogs before you find your prince so to speak, but anybody who cannot support you or accept you for the warrior that you are quite honestly doesn’t deserve your time or effort 🙂
Until next time,